I hate faewell (14.06.09--31.03.11)

I hate farewells,might be the reason behind that I’m damm emotional or it can be the pain of loosing dearest friends.This is not the first time but this time, its more bigger,more painful. I never had an idea to stay in this city though I always thought to move from here…but,on this last eve,my heart is showing all of its affection towards this city.This place gave me manything….it was like a new birth for me. A girl transformed to a thinker,a believer,a photographer,a writer and more important a spiritual human being.

Journey started in 14th june 2009…when I left coal mine area Asansol and landed in Kolkata,city of joy.

Start and the end of my this journey is totally poles apart.I was careless,flawful and had all the habits due to which one could call me Bigdi Nawwabzadi,. . I was a person who did not had any idea How tough Life is??? It was all about... me nd me ... never care for others... But my stay in this city for two long years changed me completely... now I am responsible girl who thinks for the society... who wants to be a social enterprenure not a money maker but a wealth generator... this journey shwd me d naked truth of life ,human being.... d realtiy... d very true picture which was and which is  very different from maah perception... Life was very fanciful from maah INDIGO ...the exxperience of auto ,public transport made me understand d real scenario which was never possible from maah Pari room!!!!

I got so many things from this city…..still love the action of auto drivers when they get angry,the tasteless dosa fr lunch almst daily,the sector 5 traffic jam,.fingertips,City centre maah second home, and maah frnds Lata , khusbu nd our small wrld full f lyf   Well,this is the time ….I have to leave and I should leave.It is a personal decision and was very tough for me to take….This is the last post which I am posting from Kolkata (Might be second last).Its painful but change is must in life (someone has sent this message,while I am writing this post)….dont know what it means  .

I know,I did mistakes,I filled few eyes with tears, I hurt many….but,dont you people wanna love the word ‘forgive’….well,dont want to drag this post with all of my stupidity (its already).Wanna say goodbye…best of luck for your future (I hate the word Career).I will come to your life again …cos ” Change is must “. I am little bit sad cause that XXXXX is not feasible , and still few chapters are remaining of my dream book maah life. I will complete writing in few weeks ….and will send free copy to all ,who will comment on this post.I wanna go with good memories and seeing smile on your faces….

Keep bugging me as I enjoy it  … leave your comments here,might be you will win some prize ..hehehe !!!