Some Pages of my Diary...

Words heal. Words hug. Words hold your hand.
Sometimes...
Really. All you need is a tight hug.
And,
Do you know,
the best thing, about life, friendship and love is that
A friend sitting in some forlorn corner of the world, 
says those simple words...
And,
You really feel like
You have been hugged. Tightly.
Imagine.
Underestimating Power of words.
Its all about the intensity behind those words, which matters.
You say words as you feel them...
even if you are kilometers apart...
A friend's embrace melts all your sadness away.
Friendship should be a synonym of SMILE :)
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Lets see What this city has in store for me...
There are cities
You travel to...
And.
Then there are cities
You travel into...
Places of second category
spreads their arms. Wide. Open.
And.
Offer you its 
SOUL.
When You come across such place
Then you don't need any 
route map...
guide...
No one. not even any companion...
your legs will start wandering
to see what city has in store for you...
And that city will narrate its story...
in the most beautiful way.
And then what you will take back
from that city,
will be much more then
Memories...
You will take out a part of its soul.
But.
Don't forget...
these places are notorious for
keeping a piece of your heart stuck there. Forever.
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Welcome to real world Neo!
Its strange...
Its raining
and I am in my office.
Watching through my windows...
A friend called and said...
there is a rainbow. Out there. somewhere.
And.
I didn't take my bike and drive like crazy to find it...
ahhh!!!
those were days!!
I really miss my freedom.
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I wanna sleep.Really...
Go green on facebook...
change status message at gmail
write letters
sip your coffee before it get cold...
try not to drive fast
remember to bring back your lunch box from office
shut down your lappy before your eyes start hurting.
Make a bloody list of things you wanna do
But. Actually. You are just killing time.
Otherwise.
what a FB status message,
"Hopeless case of insomnia...
5:40 am and I'm up already!
Yawn...try try try till you sleep...errr succeed(in sleeping maybe)"

means???
hmmm...

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Have I gone mad?
Shout for three consecutive times...
Keep wondering what happened to the sane sane you...
fall in love with Kurt Cobain all over again...
finish office work...
Doodle life's goals...
think of spirit and think of spirit...
try rhyming...
think aloud..
dip your fingers in paint and write the first alphabet of your name...
call up all the people you feel like talking to...
and still be lost in the maze of some lost forlorn memory.
and 
breathe...and breathe!
sshhh...
Its just the start...
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Enjoying Loneliness... ahh! it comes with time!
Enjoying loneliness is like 
reading a poem in blank verse for the first time...
you are shocked and surprised at the inherent rhyme 
that flows through the words...
its like a river that flows inside you...
you hear the soft gurgles, 
you are touched by undulating ripples...
you feel replenished. 
It's like you never knew a form of poetry could exist without rhyme and yet be lyrical...
formless yet finite. 
Don't worry...
You also will start feeling same...
Soon.
Enjoying loneliness comes with time...

Despite pain and heartbreak and betrayal...

there is music to life...

And you start to believe that

 'life is beautiful'.