I and You were perpendicular lines...

Just think... for a minute...

We were "Perpendicular" on each other... Were not we?

Composition... Its the first chapter of Photography... Life is all about composition and its rules... Is not it?

Rule of Thirds says, "Don't keep any object at the center. It reduces beauty of the object. Leave some breathing space anywhere be it top or bottom, Left or right of the object. Space for letting eyes wander, should always be given". Just as we leave space on papers in form of margins... But don't know why when it comes to relationship we are not willing to give that breathing space... We want to make that someone center of our life... Keep your hand on your heart and just answer,Is it natural to have such expectations? Why can't we understand that its not at all right to make and to also be someone's center?Why Can't we?

Rule of Thirds continues, "Four lines crosses our vision, where two parallel lines are perpendicular on each other"... Just think... I and you were that perpendicular line only... Were not we? Wandering on the street of some forlorn land, we meet at the particular single dot, just for a nano second and then we started wandering in our own chosen paths, forever... But, now just because we don't share similar paths, can't erase the memories of that point, dot... It is not possible. As the theory goes that "at such any point X axis, Y axis and Z axis meet and create our this world... Three Dimension Theory... Right? All planes exist at their position... But still there is a point where beyond line of space and time they meet... we meet? Hadn't we?

I don't know exactly what I am writing... I don't want to know even... I never learnt editing... I am hopeless at correcting things as per my preferences... Perhaps, I have lost my sense of judging... my taste of liking, disliking... I am hollow... I am empty... I have lost trust on people... These days, everyone seems someone else... aahhhh! I don't know what I need to say... Do I need say anything either? I don't know? I don't know anything... else then that Yesssss! beyond time and space in some forlorn corner of some universe, We had meet... Once. for a very small fragment of moment, that had occurred  for us, just for us, rest of the the world was unaware of that moment.... Only we, I and You, lived it. Just we. Didn't we?

I am so very angry on me... You know why? Because now even my silence needs words... I have to write all this without knowing what I am writing... just to tumble out feelings whose source is unknown to me... From last one day I am feeling headache, which can be said as " Bhisan"(severe) in Hindi and " Migraine" in English... see even my pain needs to get described in proper words... Its so easy to let die your will... Tough is to keep it alive even at the darkest hour... Where are you now? Can't you see what I am going through? Or Have you came over the memory of that one dot where we had met? Once. Have you forgotten everything? Please... say No. Please. You can't forget... Can you?

Have asked so many questions.... But who is this YOU? Where are You? Between are you anywhere? In reality. Or you... Yes You!!! My ever illusive You... Do you only reside in my imagination? Are you ever gonna come out of it? I am tired of waiting.... Yeah! I am... see now its enough... Positive. Negative. What ever you are... Just come once and please help me in trusting again on my own world of imagination... Please. I beg of you. Let me assure you... Like that one dot... this one meet will also be for just a fragment of moment, a very small slice of seconds, beyond time and space it can be. Trust me, You will be free to move on then... 

Between Are all my this begging and pleasing, making you feel that I have made you center of my life? Are you affraid that I won't give you your breathing space? Between Is it natural to feel so?
Please tell me.... I am confused... like always...

Is it possible to leave you and yet Live with you.... Is it?